Hi, I m a 19yr old girl. I am doing my graduation. I have a boyfriend who is 23yr old. He is a responsible man, caring. Gives me all freedom. I want 2 stay committed to him. He got a job this month and has been posted far away. He remains quite busy nowadays. Before, we used to talk about sex and all. But we never had sex. Now he has no time. Very heavy schedule. He is free only on Sundays. We just talk about our wellbeing. My problem is, I’m getting attracted towards another guy (8yrs eldr).He knows that I have a boyfriend. Still he wants me to believe that enjoying each other’s body is not wrong among friends. He says devote ur mind for career, heart for love and body for enjoying. He says that he has slept with many girls bt not fucked them. So he thinks that he is still a virgin!!. He says things so clearly that I get impressed. I know I m getting attracted 2 him for sex. I know I m doing wrong. But I m unable to neither resist him, nor can I avoid him. I met him today for 1st time. I had gone with a friend. He tried to touch here and there. I tried 2 avoid him bt cud nt resist. Now he insists to meet me alone. I’m afraid. He assures that he won’t do anything that I don’t allow. But again never misses any chance of exciting me. And I know that I would allow. How can I control myself??I mean, I just don’t want to cheat my boyfriend. I m getting selfish for my pleasure….I know I am doing wrong but don’t know how to control. Please help!!