Dear dear you made a great mistake by telling all these to your future husband. No man on this earth will ever digest this. They will surely react by different ways but never accept. Their attitude will never be the same. Married man with whom you had a relation is also running out of his responsibility. His fun and interest is over. By making you feel guilty he has smartly escaped. Parents are showing their helplessness. I understand that you may feel suicidal in such situation but you should not think that this is an end. Accept that you had bad time in your life. Learn out of your mistakes and look foreword in life. Time is the only solution and life will come with new hopes, new happenings. God bless you.