Hello Doctor, this is my second mail to you. Basically I don’t have any problem, I’m happy and satisfied. I have learnt a lot from my past exp. right now I’m alone living with my family, but 9 months back I was going around with a guy with whom I had sexual relationship. V had oral sex lots of time but intercourse just once. Before him also I had one bf with whom I had oral sexual relationship. but now I’m working and don’t find anyone attractive after 2 relationship, I sometimes feel that now no one can love me. I’m always afraid what if my ex-bf discloses about me to others or my husband; this makes me feel bad and tensed. I want to tell everything to my partner but when I read your website then I find that v should not discuss our past as this can ruin our coming relationship, I’m confused. But ya when I’m busy, I dont think about it, boys praise my beauty but no one gets serious with me. I mean no one gets committed to me about marriage. I dont understand the reason, now I have changed my looks, I’m not much fashionable as I used to be and getting serious towards life and just concentrate on my career. But dont know why I think that I don’t deserve anyone, and I’m not a trustworthy gal and no one will marry me. All just wants to have fun with me. I have no answer for such question. My both x-bf are enjoying in their life. But me just alone. May be God is punishing me. And I think that I won’t get good husband and if I get married then also my husband will cheat me and will love some other gal. plz advice me. I will follow it. Earlier also I asked u about my x-bf. U told me that he is not interested in me and just playing with my feelings and u were right. This time also plz advice me. So that even I can have a positive thinking and should not think about past anymore. Thanks