It is very hurting for some one who accepts your physical defects and you use bad words for him. What made you think that he has some problem with your defect when he was denying that! Another mistake you did is, on realizing your first mistake you should have apologized without showing your interest to reunite. It sounds very selfish. Do not try to bring him back to old relation. Just be in touch and try to make him feel that you have really felt sorry from bottom of your heart. Not only words, your attitude should also reflect the same. This may revive your old closeness and then you can think of bringing back to old relation. Males never keep score for a long time so if you will be sincere in your efforts, your chances of success are high.