Sir, I am 21 yrs old boy studying in college. I am addicted to porn for last 5 to 6 years. I specially watch rape n hardcore sex movies available in net… But the problem I am facing that once my cousin sister came to our house. She was alone when I returned to home, she was sleeping and I was watching TV in Drawing room. At that time thoughts of rape came to my mind. I feel as if I am going to have SEX with her. But some parts of my mind said that ‘It is a wrong thing’. I was felling afraid of committing a crime at that moment. So, I went to market and returned home when my parents came to my house. Now I am dating with a girl for last 3 months. we love each other very much. Sometimes when I meet her or talk over phone, the same thought of rape comes to my mind. We don’t have sex so far also I fear to talk about sex with her. Whenever those thoughts of RAPE come to my mind, I feel really nervous n afraid. I know it is a crime and I may have to face 7yrs of Jail for this. I don’t want to commit such crime because I want to be successful in my profession n Career. But I also cannot leave Porn movies. Please guide me what should I do now?? Should I break up with her because of RAPE fear?? I sometimes feel very disturbed because of these thoughts of rape…. Plzzzz Help me….. Thank you

You have developed an obsession. Please consult psychiatrist to come out of this.