You seems to be very sentimental, introverted and guilt prone guy. It may not be your love for her but your desperation to get someone to fill vacuum created by that jain girl. I think you should keep yourself out of this relationship. If she will reject your proposal then you will break down and if she accepts then you will not able to sustain other friendâ€™s comments on that. Moreover you will lose relationship with both or one of them.